I had my first OB appointment today. It was originally scheduled for 6w6d, but when I found out they wouldn't be doing an u/s I rescheduled for today, 9w3d, when hopefully I'd be able to hear the h/b with the doppler.
Only they couldn't find it. And then they did an u/s and there was no h/b there either.
So now I'm scheduled for a D&C on Monday.
Schweffel was measuring 8w6d, so it seems like it happened recently.
And now, I'm sitting here typing this and eating raw salami. I don't know what it says about me that that's the first 'forbidden' thing I'm doing. Not wine, but salami.