Monday, August 29, 2005

Fuck

Fuck fuck fuck. Fuck. FUCK! CD3 baseline u/s this morning. HUGE motherfucking cyst on my left ovary, 35x37mm. On BCP for the next four weeks (three weeks + one extra for vacation).

My sister is due 10/18. I really thought I'd be pregnant before she delivered. Fuck.

18 comments:

Molly said...

Oh, no. Oh Jesus, Nico. I'm so sorry.

Jenn said...

Ah damn. I'm sorry.

MsPrufrock said...

I'm sorry Nico. As a cyst-ridden IFer with pregnant relatives everywhere, I feel your pain.

Emma B. said...

Oh, fuck, hon, I'm sorry.

Kim said...

Fuck. I'm so sorry this is happening to you. It's so unfair.

Em said...

Sorry Nico. I am cyst-filled and was around an eight-month pregnant woman all weekend.

k #2 said...

As a fellow "cyster" on BCP - hang in there.

damn, damn, damn, damn, damn!

Z said...

damn, i'm so sorry! i want scream FUCK myself in frustration with my RE and staff. i'm so sorry you have to go through this frustration and hell. go away you ugly cyst!

Dooneybug said...

Shit Nico. This just fucking sucks ass. I'm so sorry hon.

Chee Chee said...

I'm really sorry. This so totally sucks.

elle said...

Oh NO! Nico, so sorry hon. I can't imagine how angry & disappointed you must be. And to have your sister's pending due date - well, it fucking sucks. I know I have felt that pressure (w/ my SIL) & it ain't pretty. Be good to yourself - have some treats like a massage or pedicure. I am hoping that this cycle seems to fly by for you.

thalia said...

Nico I'm so sorry. How incredibly frustrating. I had a similar deadling for myself, now passed. Sucks. Just got to keep putting one foot in front of the other

Ova Girl said...

So sorry Nico. Suckks badly.

Thinking of you.

Kim said...

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Kim said...

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WonderMama said...

Mutha Fucka

I'm sorry. I've had the cysts before and they sucked. And I didn't have a pregnant sister to deal with.

I hope the time spent on BCPs goes quickly. Maybe you can help with with martinis and cake.

April said...

I am so incredibly sorry....

thalia said...

just checking in to see how you are.