Friday, August 19, 2005

Get back in your hole, bitch!

And Hope was beaten into submission by the stark whiteness that was the space where a second line should be.

I needed to put her back in her place. It hurts less if you don't even let yourself dream.

17 comments:

Anonymous said...

Sorry for your disappointment - I hate when I convince myself before a BFN that it will be negative but it still hurts the same everytime - hope just sucks. Hang in there!

Anonymous said...

Awww, crap. Hope is in critical condition, but still around -- because I'M holding on to her for you.

Eggs Akimbo said...

I am giving up on hope. I want to one of those women who doesn't actually realise they are pregnant until they are in labour ("But I was still getting my period!", "I thought I'd just put on some weight!").

Anonymous said...

The moment when the doctor said: "You have to see this as a course of treatment, because each individual cycle has a limited chance of success" was the moment when my patience finally gave out. I'm so sorry nico, I wish there was a happier ending here, at least.

Lisa said...

I'm very sorry...

Anonymous said...

I'm sorry Nico.

S said...

Sorry, Nico.

Anonymous said...

I'm sorry - I agree completely on the hope issue.

Anonymous said...

i'm so very sorry. and yea i totally agree HOPE can be BITCH sometimes and sometimes i hate it just as much as my bitterness!

Anonymous said...

I'm so sorry Nico. I wish this could be easier for you. Take care.

OvaGirl said...

Very very sorry Nico. It sucks.

lucky #2 said...

damn, damn, damn, damn, damn.

so sorry

EAB said...

Aw, dammit, I'm so sorry, Nico.

MsPrufrock said...

Oh Nico, I'm sorry. The 2ww is a bitch too, and while we're at it, so are IUIs. Bastards, the lot of them.

Amyesq said...

Stupid bitch of a no line. I know her very well myself and I will punch her in the face for you. Still... I don't think all is lost yet.

Anonymous said...

Sorry. God, is there anything emptier than that little tiny bit of white real estate?

April said...

So sorry. Thinking of you.