Recovering from hypothalamic amenorrhea to have a baby.
Friday, August 19, 2005
Get back in your hole, bitch!
And Hope was beaten into submission by the stark whiteness that was the space where a second line should be.
I needed to put her back in her place. It hurts less if you don't even let yourself dream.
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Sorry for your disappointment - I hate when I convince myself before a BFN that it will be negative but it still hurts the same everytime - hope just sucks. Hang in there!
I am giving up on hope. I want to one of those women who doesn't actually realise they are pregnant until they are in labour ("But I was still getting my period!", "I thought I'd just put on some weight!").
The moment when the doctor said: "You have to see this as a course of treatment, because each individual cycle has a limited chance of success" was the moment when my patience finally gave out. I'm so sorry nico, I wish there was a happier ending here, at least.
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Sorry for your disappointment - I hate when I convince myself before a BFN that it will be negative but it still hurts the same everytime - hope just sucks. Hang in there!
Awww, crap. Hope is in critical condition, but still around -- because I'M holding on to her for you.
I am giving up on hope. I want to one of those women who doesn't actually realise they are pregnant until they are in labour ("But I was still getting my period!", "I thought I'd just put on some weight!").
The moment when the doctor said: "You have to see this as a course of treatment, because each individual cycle has a limited chance of success" was the moment when my patience finally gave out. I'm so sorry nico, I wish there was a happier ending here, at least.
I'm very sorry...
I'm sorry Nico.
Sorry, Nico.
I'm sorry - I agree completely on the hope issue.
i'm so very sorry. and yea i totally agree HOPE can be BITCH sometimes and sometimes i hate it just as much as my bitterness!
I'm so sorry Nico. I wish this could be easier for you. Take care.
Very very sorry Nico. It sucks.
damn, damn, damn, damn, damn.
so sorry
Aw, dammit, I'm so sorry, Nico.
Oh Nico, I'm sorry. The 2ww is a bitch too, and while we're at it, so are IUIs. Bastards, the lot of them.
Stupid bitch of a no line. I know her very well myself and I will punch her in the face for you. Still... I don't think all is lost yet.
Sorry. God, is there anything emptier than that little tiny bit of white real estate?
So sorry. Thinking of you.
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